Love me, hate me .

2010-07-11T20:38:00.001-07:00

Pahlawan Beach cum Universal Stuido Trip ♥

*Picture uploaded at fb! ♥

2010-07-10T01:08:00.000-07:00

My Blog So Gonna Be Dead Soon! ^^v

2010-06-25T13:23:00.000-07:00

Should i just wait for your call?
Your text?
Your arrival?
Or should i just let you disappear just the way it is?

1 Day Left For Our 38th Monthsary and i have to deal with this problem?
Too much question running through my mind.
It doesnt matter whose fault. There's always a solution to every problem.
Either easy way out or difficult? You choose. As i will be here to wait your answer.
No matter what, i have to be strong. Put yourself in my shoe and feel what you've done to me. From there you will know how deeply hurt i am. Ya, i have to swallow everything. Dont bring anything topic that doesnt concern us at all. Be brave enough to face the music. Because of every topic that you had in your life, and i supposed to get the punishment? Isnt it so unfair to treat me this way? I just feel i've been used. C'mon, i find it stupid. Mature enough, please think carefully. There always another way to solve it but not putting myself aside. Im bad to put an act that you're not with me. Im just not good at it even. I will know what will happen next. Cos i myself been through this path again and again.

Let the story continue.....
Let the music play continuously.
Let the camera keep on rolling.
And see how it end.

2010-06-20T21:33:00.000-07:00

Win or Lose, its doesnt matter. The matter is whether how hard you fought. - The Karate Kid.

Woots! Karate Kid is like seriously, AWESOME to the max. Went out with family and My auntie ; Wak Edah. Had a great time with them after so long didnt had a chance to spend time. Boo kan? I know. Heh. What i learn in that show is that sentence. (pointing up) It happened alot. But soon......... :) kay nvrm, i myself only know. :) Today had hockey game. Then had dinner at Fish Market with Friends And C. :) Had Wonderful time just now until i have to eat alooooooot and finish up the food. Esp i have to eat TOMATO! My Enemy! Grrrrr.... -.- Okay, i better wash up. Im smell like i never bathe for 1 day. Fuhhhhhhhh~ haha.

Tata!

2010-06-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

I just want everything to back as per normal.
; How we USED to Spend Time.
; NOT treating me as if im invisible/not even exist.
; At the verge of breaking up but no action taken.
; Dont feel important.
; Feeling like crying but too tired to do it again and again, cos you wont know what i feel.
; NOT treating me as if im a dog? :(

Just everything! Everything doesnt seem so right. I dont feel "needed" like im used to. Sucks to be this way where you will just ignore me and push me one side. All negative side is like Forever but wondering when can the positive side will come? Never or Just Meanwhile. I want to feel like how i supposed to feel. Need to have two hands to clap together. I cant be solving it on my own. And this problem is always part of yours. Sigh. :( Idknow what to do even. Ignore you? Will never solve the prob. Leave you? Digging out the answer soon. I just dont know. Im sorry if i have to do it. :( Now we are both "fire". Cant work things out anymore. :'(

2010-05-31T12:39:00.000-07:00

HUGE CLASH!!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrr... Upcoming game cum my cousin's engagement cum cousin's birthday? Awestruck! Woohooo. Butt-arse! Omgawd! guess what? All the occasions fall on the same date, Awesome uh? (sarcasticly) ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Howhowhow???? Kecoh-rable sey!

2010-05-27T20:58:00.000-07:00

Boooooooooo, I havent been updating my blog.

My schedule is like freaking tight. Heh.

So thank god today my only day to have off day! Yahooooo~

I enjoyed my day extremely to the fullest. :) Till something cock-up. Seriously. Grrrrr...

Hate it. -.-

Okaay, Everyday is always a new duties for me to handle. I guess i just stop.

Trying to get rid of this uncomfortable feeling. Boooooo.

Step Up 3D - Official Trailer [HD]

2010-05-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

Wooohoo, Wanna watch this movie. Cant wait! Me and roxane, seriously cant wait for this! Yeaaa! There's Adam g.Servani! Woots! ^.^ The cutest ones! Yea!

2010-05-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

I MISS YUYUN CHIOW! :DDDD

My hockey/girlfriend/twin/look alike mate! Hahah. I miss her duper much! Talk crap(non-stop, trust me), nonsense attitude, our blurr-ness. Without fail, will pop a stupid Question. HAHA! Ohh, i miss the time with her plus my other mates :DDDD

The others means THEM!!!! hockey-mates :DDD I miss them alooooooot and also the other who's not in the pictures! nvrm, next week meeting them. Hopefully everyone turn up lor. HAHA! let's talk crap! ;) heh.

2010-05-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

Searching hard to get Mama picture to upload here. Stupid Lappy. No Mama's picture? Boo la. Ape punye lappy? (Refering to my Elder Sister if she's even bothers to read this post. Haha.) And so bad of me. None of my folder in lappy has Mama's Pictures. Alaaaaaaaa, :( Or even family picture. Better i should post it using Ayah's computer sey. Aiyoo. Should done that just now. Aiyoo. Ohh well, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY BELOVED MOTHER ; Juliah Bte Sukarati!! :))))) Plus both of my grannys. Well, they are actually mom too right? Must wish them too! ;) So went out just now. Celebrate Mothers' Day together with family. Waited for my cousins, but end up they went bowling. Ape sey! Bukan nak ajak kepe. hmphf! :@

Ohhhya, having this conversation with Mom, i mean lecture! okaaay, if i willing to take another job too? Agrr. Im sick and tired of listening my mom's nagging. Like seriously! Its just i want to end this one year asap. This one-year, i want to let it be my experience and gain every knowledge and start from bottom. Idknow la what to do. Manyak kecoh oi~ Okayy, i want to continue do research some stuff. Update soon. ^.^

Tata!

2010-05-05T11:29:00.000-07:00

Captured on the 1st May :)

Heyyyyyy! Okaaaaay, till now i really cant forget on the Sunday's outing. Seriously, meeting my old -mates after sooooooooooooo long, the feeling so fun. Miss all the laughter, memories(i mean, good memories.)

So we went to Lau Pa Sat. Celebrate Jefferi's 19th Bday(Grey shirt with white shoes.) Before that, we waited for the Birthday BOY/GUY like for hours. Its so long. 3 hours, i guess. Aiyoyooo. Okaaay, went around the town. Met Sezhairi at Cineleisure.(thumbs up!) Still continue to walk around. I mean window shopping. :) Called Jefferi several times, at last he reached at Lau Pa Sat first when actually he was supposed to meet us at Town. Haha. -.- Heading to Lau Pa Sat. Ordered some dishes. When the bill come, BOMB! ouch! heh. Well, Overall i had fun every single moment with them. :) After the celebration, headed to marina sq. But then i had to go back home after that. (boo) heh. That's the end of my Favourite moment with My Sec-mates. Love them soooooo much! :)

Now, Currently im watching teevee, The Ellen Degeneres. My favourite show ever. I love her show alot! Now im laughing alone at home. Crazy right? Gesssh. Haha. But i couldnt help with her jokes. Lol. Im rotting at home. All i can do is Housework,Run,Eat,Sleep. That's my life-routine. Grrrrr... Heh. Okaay la, want to concentrate more on teevee. Cos got my fav Star, Zachary Levi. He's sooooo funny. Kay da, Bye! ohhh wait wait,
I MISS HOCKEY GIRLS ALOOOOOOOOOOT!!

Tata!

2010-04-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

Woohooooooo! Sis going to marry soon! Jyeaaa! In 2 years time :)) and the funniest part ; Dad. Haha. "takle siang cket ke? Nak timang cucu cepat-cepat." Steady Bom Peep Peep only. Haha. Im so happy for my Sis! :))))))))))

Umm, i dont want to talk about my 3yrs. (boo!) okay done. Aggggrrr! my both legs kena bite by mosquito. ouch! 7 bites sey plus at my face too. Boo sey! aiyooo :/ Had enough of the itchness, going by Mopiko soon!

2010-04-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhhhhh~ im booooooored at home. Im rotting soon. Heh. -.- I miss those fellas!
Bdw, now i feeling so happy! hehh. :) Tataaaaa ! :DDDDD

Ps; Happy 3years anniversary love! ^.^

2010-04-21T19:29:00.000-07:00

Aggggggrrrrr!!! My neck driving me crazy! Seriously! Positive, its not about my sleeping position. The pain is wayyyy to different from this. Both left and right side,achinggggggg! I dont know to cure it. And in effect, its already been 2+week the pain is with me. -.-

Okaaaaaay, surveying some clothes and shoes! I need new clothes so badlyyyyy! o.O Especially clothes! There's this shoes at cotton on, Omgawd! Total greyish in colour and its highcut! About the same as that shoe. (pointing up!) I guess by now,its sold out already uh.(Boo!) Ohhhh myyyy, but i want itttt. :C Ohhhh, i miss boyfee(boo!)

Tata!

2010-04-19T11:00:00.000-07:00

*meeeeeeeeeeltsssss :)))
Steven Strait!! Hot hot hottttttttttt~
He look alike like Taylor Lautner right? ^.^

Okaaaaaayyyy. These the part i hate the most. When i'm in front of the lappy screen, i really dont know what to blog about when actually there is something to blog. But whenever i do other stuff, i will think of something to blog. -.- Aiyoooo. Okaaay, Im bored with the songs i had in my blog. So i changed. Seriously, its like a loooooooooong hols for me but i didnt update much at blog. Sorry bloggy :)) Ohhya, today LOVE first day in Poly. Gessssssh~ All the best for LOVE. There's alot of "Matrep" there. And LOVE kept complaining. Haha. Cute but yet scare if he turn out to be like one. (boo!) Better not la. -.- Im waiting for my trip to Universal studio. Ohhh, Kak Liza went there and she said its worth to go there. The rides are SUPERB-some! Especially the Mummy ride, i guess. Listen to her story, really make me feel impatient to go. LOL! ;DDD Soooooo, later on watching Floorball game. Good luck C boys! Im done blogging.

Tata!

Ps; Things will never change between us. Its just YOU who changed our situation now.

2010-04-11T08:07:00.000-07:00

Pweef, my blog is sooooooooooooooooooo dead. Thanks to the internet. Tsk! -.-
Haha. Today had hockey match.
Fuhhhhh~ idknow why i felt so ummm, abit of relax.
Gessh, like today i can feel im playing.
Other match...... -.- So far so good!
Yeaaa! :))) Weeyah and Abg wan were there to watch me and IA's play. Its a good thing though. At least someone was there to support me. :/

Currently eating yesterday's twisties cheese flavour. :DDD Kay Random! Ohhhhhya! Yesterday was super SUPERB-SOME! Kak zirah ; Hamster: Update the pictures at fb soon tauuuuu! Haha. :DDD Okay daaaaaa, im tired. Sleeping Soon After Dealing with Love. (boo!)

Tata!

2010-03-28T19:33:00.000-07:00

(BOOOO!) Sore Throat! Totally sucks to the core! Grrrrr~
I miss my actual voice!
So irritating when i talk with my Rock-voice. I hardly can talk normally. Most of the time i have to shout so that others can hear properly. Or even worse, somebody far away from me. Gessssh. And everybody will ask/tell, "lyn, rock sak suare kau" "lyn asl dgn suare kau?" -.-" Gooooosssh! Betape saket ye tekak aku bile nak cakap kuat-kuat oiiii~ But thank god i dont have any other sickness. Or else i cant play for my Premier. :DDDDD So yesterday had our game. After game, Me, Yana, Jing yi, Shumin, Mey, Syazzy and Siti, We ate Ananas together outside Lot. Talked Crapppppp as per normal. Went to Cotton On and Done. We headed home. every one face looked so tired. So obvious and can see. Haha. Wooots, Lastly! cant wait for Thurs! Aus team coming down! Coooooooooooooooooool.

Tata~

2010-03-22T22:51:00.000-07:00

Okaayyy, Browsing fb. Roxane post Good luck something something.
Yes, after tomorrow, there's no word "FUN" in my dictionary no more.
But watching Primary School Kids playing, Im so going to enjoy and see how cute they are.
GEEEEEEESSSSHHHHHHH~
Cant wait for the entertainment but NOT the hectic days ahead. =.="

2010-03-22T11:02:00.000-07:00

What dull and boring dayyyy!
Geshhh~ Hope that today wont rain.
I had enough of getting so cold and shivered as if i live at Antartica. -.-
Today Plan Simple. Run, Stay at home and Rest. Boring right my Today Plan?
:DDDDDDDDD
Okayy, Im totally bored! Going to Mess my house now.
Can Somebody Plan Any Activity For Me? ^.^

Tata!

2010-03-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

Weeee heyyyy heyyyy!

Okayy lets post about today's happening! Woots ^^

When out in the morning around 1oam, Qiqi and Jan fetched me @ Lakeside Station. Headed to Newton Secondary School to watch soccer. My first in my life watched a "live" soccer match. Senior Citizens Versus YP! hee. Cool and tough soccer match though. Weather was super om-godness, till Jan get sunburn at her feets. Weird uh? Lol. Had fun there. Met New-Friends. After Soccer, when Vivocity to meet the rest of my ITE-mates! Tsk tsk tsk, Kecoh rabak oiiiiiiii~ Thought of going Sentosa, but the rest of ITE-mates heading to Vivo back. -.-" Few mins after that, Rain so heavily. Fuhhhh~ Heaven! Syiok luh the cold-ness! Haha. Search for jobs. Then headed home. I spent nearly 12 hours outside for this few days. But overall i had FUN, AWESOME, POWER-SOME day with my ITE-mates :))))) Sadly, F.S was too tired. Dont want to tag along. (boo!) Tmr rest. And i mean REST!

Tata!

2010-03-18T22:51:00.000-07:00

Having Chocolate Headache!

Nom-Nom-Nom-Nom

2010-03-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

oh Allah, pls give me more strength. :(

Tears rolling down on my cheeks, Nothing can be done to control everything.
Every single good deeds i did will never pay-off, for sure.
From your own eyes, Im a burden to you. Not her at all.
As if i did something bad? Tsk tsk tsk.
Yes i know, She's smarter than me. Have a good future soon. Unlike me right?
ITE student. Normal Tech. But never once i want to say i wanna give up my STUDIES!
So what if she's smarter? So what? Doesnt mean she's right all the time??
Never once you want to know about what i want in my life. Sad thing uh!
What kind of person are you? (Sigh!) Afterall, Im not the fave. ones. Hmm.

2010-03-11T01:43:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ouch! My nose driving me nuts man. From afternoon at 1+pm till now, its like something stuck. Aiya. Seriously, so damn painful. And idknow why. Oke, time check: 1:40 am. Idknow why i still not asleep! Feeling soooooooooooooooo restless. Argh!

2010-03-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

SECOND-POST!

~~Love, its has been two days we never talked.~~

~~Not even OTP now.~~

~~Suddenly no news about you? Sigh.~~

~~What's wrong with us? Sad? Indeed.~~

~~Dont know what to say about anymore.~~

Oke, today super sudden shock for me! I bet tomorrow i cant even lift my body up for sure. Ouch! Now my leg seriously Jelly! Aiyoyooooo. Hee. Supposingly meet Love today but no news about it. :'( Changed plan, thought of going back home instead but just hang around somewhere the nearest where my butt can rest. Hee. Still waiting for his msg/call but unable to reach him. Bored and headed home. And now im totally bored! Plus sad. :(
okela, I better sleep now. Tmr another day for me.

Tata! Good Night! :(

2010-03-08T11:24:00.000-08:00

Grrr.. Lappy Spoil. Damn it! So sad. Now using Dad's Comp. Waa, So rusty using keyboard. Hee.

Its like few months, and i really meant MONTHS, i didnt touch my Dad's comp. Hmm....

I feeling so damn horrible and dissapointed. Haiyo.

Nearly last two weeks i slept around 4am. Hockey-rathon! Watched Hockey match, top country!

I support Germany, Ofcourse!

Got Florian FUCHS! He's no. 23, for sure.

Weeeeee~ Right Forward,Right half. Cool!

Unfortunately, I cannot find his picture. Grrr... -.-

Oke today, Sarina(younger sister) off to Bukit Batok somewhr idknow. Camp for 4 days. I loike! But lonely without her. :( Hee. Aww, i miss that boncet.

Miss disturbing her until she gets angry! (YES!)

Miss fighting with her!

Miss her fone.

Miss her calling my special nickname. (no need to know!)

HAISYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ohya, i seriously cant wait for this coming Sat! Woots! Bowling laa babey with Hockey-mates! But Mom and Dad going Malacca AGAIN! but this time round with my aunties. Dad's side. Im not tagging along. Hee. So have fun and have a Wonderful honeymoon there! LOL! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

okela, wanna bath :)

I MISS APISZ SO MUCH!

I MISS HIS LAME JOKES!

I MISS HIS STORY!

I DO MISS HIM ALOT EVEN THOUGH WE'RE FIGHTING!

Tata!

2010-03-01T21:31:00.000-08:00

How Sucks Am I Feeling? ; Like Totally Sucks To The Core!
How Confident I Am? ; Tons!
How My Mind Try Not Think How It Goes? ; Trying To Forget About It!

Grrrrr.... I need a HUGE box. Put myself in the HUGE box.

And favourite thing to do ; Shout As Loud As I Can!

Like Seriously! Anyone have HUGE box? Give it to me! please.

I need one. GOSH!!!

2010-03-01T10:38:00.000-08:00

Freak Out Mode !

OMGAWD! \m/

FREAK OUT !

No post. /im speechless today.

2010-02-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 34th Month-sary Love ; Apisz!

;)))))))))))))

2010-02-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

Had my new haircut! which like a week ago. -.-

Each day past, my fringe super not nice at all. Totally not nice, im telling you. When i let go my hair and look at the mirror, ohh please, i hate to see my freaking fringe! ohhhhh~

Cut to the chase, Interview for HNitec is around the corner! 3 more days to go! Idknow what to wear for the interview. Theme ; Formal Outfit. Pfft, ya right. This time round im NOT going to wear HIGH HEELS eh. please uh. Simple. But that doesnt matter at all. All that matter, to get the course and studies hard so that can go poly straight ;D thats my short-term goal. Fuhhh~ what a goal dar alyn. Hee. Congrats to Canberra Pri Girls and boys Team. They managed to win and bring back home with their sweet medals. Congrats! :)

And tmr Semis for Teck whye sec Girls Team. Hockey-Babes , Good luck and Play your Best ! oke ? :)))))) alyn want to text Love and ZzZzZz.

Tata earthlings! Good Night To All ;)

2010-02-23T10:26:00.000-08:00

Standing beside each other, thought you will be always there for me.
But everything just a imagination/fantasy.
Everytime i think of you and always think you with me,
But actually its me and just your shadow.

~~Scratch~~ and start all over again.

2010-02-17T10:57:00.000-08:00

Hollaaaaa !

BACKKKKK ! Trip was erm, okelaa. Not enjoying that much @ Malacca. Plus my ulcer gave me headache. Tell me, can you live with 4 ulcer inside your mouth? Gesh, i totally cant. Not small or Medium-sized but its super big OKE!

13/2/10
While otw to malacca, butt totally cramp! Grr, JB Custom was like super jam la. Have to wait for 2 hour then the jam clear. Aiyooooo~ Met Mom's friends nearby JB customs. After the jam, We headed to our pit-stop ; Mancap. My butt seriously cannot tahan. @ Mancap, we had our lunch there. Im telling you, there's full of flies till one of the flies ended up at Mom's drink. Lol! Small sister,Dad and me laughed sey. After we had all our lunch and we ready to go Malacca! :)

So went we reached @ Malacca which is around 7pm, Check-in the hotel, Straight to my room and BOOM! (at the bed) Woaah, Super long trip. If not bcos of the jam, We would have reached earlier. Grrr... But not for long at the bed, a few minutes later we hit off to Mahkota Parade. Dinner time! My food always last as usual. At last i ta-pao back to hotel. I ate Mom's food ; Claypot Kway-teow Chicken Black Pepper. So damn spicy! Haa. Had Night-shopping with Cik Mariam's Family and Cik Noor Family. :) We shop till we drop! from 8pm to 10pm. Lamer oi! So headed back to hotel and done.

14/2/10
Check-out and off to Ayer Hitam. Not much shopping there. Just bought some small-small thing. Then we went to Cik Noor's Kampong. Living in Kampong seriously fun! Did some gardening there and take some fruits. Hee. Stay a night there and done!

15/2/10
Woke up @ 8am. Unbelievable! Hee. Slack till 12 noon, Then off to Singapore. :)

Overall i enjoy on the second day. :))) Done posting!

Tata!

2010-02-13T10:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

Trip to Malacca later on.

Leaving for two days :)

Done packing! :)

Love leaving to Jakarta today.

And yesterday was his 7-teen birthday :)

Happy belated Birthday Love ; Apisz

Woot! I really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really-really hope he kena sabo for his cousins!

Tata!

2010-02-09T10:45:00.000-08:00

Morning morning! Humans/Aliens. kay lame!

Ohhh myyy~ Bad headache now! where's my panadol when i need you? grr... Oke, Im rotting at home. Nobody to talk to. Gosh! This few days i kept dreaming the same people. Trust me, supposingly im NOT to dream about them or even remember them. Suddenly pop up in my dream. Wth right? \m/ Love's birthday coming soon. Yipee! But seriously, i have no idea where to go. Thought of watching Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief but Love didnt want to watch. Ape dar. Show best-best also dont want to watch. Hee. Can anyone suggest any place? Im out of ideas here. Later will be going to my old school ; Bpps :) I miss that school. Alot of History @ Bpps. Vvvvvv ~~famous~~ only (NOT!) to teachers. HAHA! kay dar, im hungry!

Tata!

2010-02-04T11:39:00.000-08:00

@ 9.41 AM

*Morning After Dark ringtone*

Fone: Hi, May i speak to Nurazlin pls?

Lyn: (just woke up voice with my eyes close) Yeaa, who this ah?

Fone: Im calling from Clementi.

Lyn: (shocked and oopen my eyes so widely) yea?!

Fone: i would like to let you know that you have to go for interview in Hospitality Course.

Lyn: (shit face) Ohhoke.

Fone: Here the details.....

(to be continued)

Oke, interview in Hospitality Course uh....hmmm.. (Imagine) high heels, make up, no messy hair? no Vans shoe, Formal(NO!) Zomg! thats not totally me man. Omgod! -_-" And smore thats my last choice. But at least if i get selected, Will be happy of cos! New school, New Facilities, Bigger Environment, New teachers(Hope so!), And there's escalator! Baek pah :) Much more easier. Can go for trg :) And ohh! Near my homey, of course. Ohhhh god.....Hospitality uh. But alhamdulilah i got interview then. Got a school. Just pray hard i get it ;O

Tata!

2010-02-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

HEEEELLLLOOOOOOOO!

Today with hockey-mates super FUN! They celebrate my belated bday :) which i didnt get to celebrate it with my secondary/hockey mates before, but seriously, its was touching laa~ Had a small party at Comp Lab. But before that, i was so dumb that i dont even know cos i didnt expect it uh. When im outside the Lab, light was turned off. I stepped in the room, BOOOOOOOOM! *Bday song* Sweet laa you girls. And to Mas and Coach, Thanks for the present. Appreciate it sooooo much. Cute Pink Nike Bag. I feel so girlish. HAHA! Like honestly, i didnt get any Nike present before. Thats the why i super freak out! Haha! Oke, back to serious business. From what i see, for sure, its totally my fault. Because of me, everything cock-ed up. Grrr..... but im not going to forgive myself for sure. (Sigh!) But no matter what, i have to swallow it. Tmr girls game, going to watch and support them. To siti, Get well soon! ^^ Oke laa, Done with post. Back to text-ing boyfee!

Tata!

2010-01-31T23:35:00.000-08:00

Woots! (--,) BIG HELLO to 18 world.
Celebration with my loved ones, seriously awesome. Not only awesome but with BIG CAPITAL AWESOME! And TY to all the wonderful people wishes me. Today i had sooooo much fun :) Im totally excited being a 1st timer ; 18 years old kiddo (W) plus IM LEGAL! Much more happier about that. Haha!

Today, Went out from my house around 2.3opm to meet boyfee apisz. Supposingly we planned meet up at 1pm SHARP! But im the one who making it late. Like dont know me like that. Meet bby @ Lot 1. Oke, today Lot 1 was super pack. Sudden shocked oke. I just dont like crowded place and idknow why. Still searching for the answer. Headed to Causeway Point ; Swensen ^^) apisz treat me a Wonderful meal, i must say. I ate some Seafood meal, ice-cream(yummy!) but i cant finish it. The other side was Coffee Flavour! Yucks! But i do finish my Choc-cream :P Thought of order some Fondue but then our stomach was super full tank. Cant even stuff another fries in our mouth. Hee. After eating, we sat for quite awhile. We cant even move our butt up. Really full! Walked around Causeway, talk crap along the way. Survey some bags plus bomber jacket. Headed back Lot 1 and survey again. And done! Almost a day with apisz, was seriously A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Now celebration with fam, add-on my excitement! Had small party @ Ibu's place. Had Choc cake ^^) My fav :) So cuteeeeee. Made 5 wishes. Alot kan? Melampau sey alyn nie. After that went out to eat @ my most all time favourite place food court ; Ayer Rajah Food Court. Had a superb dinner with family. Back home sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet homey! Overall, I enjoy my day! Woots! oke laa, done for today post! Long uh? hee. Good night! ^^

Tata!

2010-01-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

Sorry, Not in the mood to post anything.

2010-01-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

Wake up in the morning

Feeling like P Diddy

[[ay what up girl]]

Grab my glasses

I'm out the door

I'm gonna hit the city.....

Look at the time. 9am+. Early uh i wake up. Yesterday night, i cant sleep that well. Too noisyyyyy inside my room. Sis otp so noisy. Agggrrr.. Then i kept coughing non-stop. Sick soon? NOOO! Grr, so at 9am sharp, kept coughing. Give up of sleeping back, get my butt up from my bed and now still thinking what im want to do. Grrrrr...... Hisk, im sleepyyyyyyyyyy~ *Yawn*

Today B boys hockey tournament start! Soon will be Girls. Woohoo! I cant wait to watch their upcoming games. Good luck for both Teck Whye Sec team! :)))) So will be watching the game at 3pm. Me, Fateha and Roxane will be watching them and support them. Hee. :)
Oke laa, wanna do house-chores.

Tata!

2010-01-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

still counting ;;

Congrats IA ! :) ILOVEY'ALL SO MUCH! :DDD

Won the game. So that means i can enjoy my weekend peacefully, i guess. Hee.

Oke, Cant wait for tmr. BBQ cum Cik Suma's belated Bday :) at ECP! I cant wait to meet up all my cousin(s) and sabo Bday Aunt. Woots! Going enjoy my Sunday with Family! Hope everything go smoothly :) Yeaaaaa~ Its all last minute plan for Mom to decide. At first Mom thought of going Granny hs. But since she's going there, So Mom cancelled it! I forced Mom to decide quick! Grrrr... Tons of pic's coming up. Hee. Im out of words. Back after Sunday!

Tata!

2010-01-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

Johnathan Togo! *melts*

Been days i have not update any post. Gesh.. So busy with Tournament ahead and external stuff. :) Congrats to Canberra Pri won today game. Woots! Just finished watching CSI natural disaster. ohhhh god! Ryan Wolfe (in CSI) or Johnathan Togo, He's hot! Agree? Gossssssshhhh~ Whenever i watch the show, he never failed to make me smile widely *melts* Plus my second fav. actor, Horatio! That guy super powerrr, im telling you! Slow and steady when investigate. Seriously! Thats the why i love watching CSI Miami the most. Oke, my brain seriously concentrate on him! omgawd, he's cute. Kay stop it alynnnn~ Im done posting.

Tata!

2010-01-14T12:05:00.000-08:00

Should i just take the risk?

Should i able to manage it?

Will they understand what i really want in my life?

Do they?

I should just give it a try, and just go for it w/o them knowing?

i guess. :/

2010-01-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

Grrrr! Went to Bishan ITE is just a waste of time, seriously! Wanting to apply Early Childhood,at last..... Internet did not stated for Os student only! Freaking Frustrated Siakkk! Grrrrr...... And at last only 4 choices i chose. Fvck! The Q is, what the use of me study so hard to go to Higher Nitec but 1st priority is to Os student? Simply insane ans! If i were to know that will happen, grrrrr...AHHHHHH! I hate it!

2010-01-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyy!

Text apisz:

(was fighting@ 10am++)

apisz:

bby, i nga takot!

alyn:

dont worry. confirm pass ye.

apisz:

(sad) never reply. grrrr...

(@ 2.3opm)

apisz:

u! i got 18 points!

alyn:

okeee! good for you! :))))))))))

(after that never text me back.)

chicken backside btol!

Okeeeee, so today O's result is finally out. Boyfee got 18 points. Woooots! So happy for him! His super-excited. But also regret and idknow why lei! Most all the msges is about his result. (yawn!) Same topics all over again. Hee. :) Ohhhyaa, and also congrats to my girl-fren ; Roxane. She really done well in her studies. Forgot how many points. Woooohooo~

Oke, today meet-up my ITE friends. WOW! Super gerek pe! Meet Jannah , Nielaa and Qiqi! My forever-best bud(s)! Woots ^^ We chit chat while waiting for the application form for Higher Nitec to open. Shit-arse! Thru online, Only Accounting, Banking Services, etc. Grrrrr.... The rest have to directly go to the school to apply. Lecey kan ? Walaooooo. The most scary part, Jannah's -mates ; Aishah said that ALOT of students is applying for Higher Nitec! Ohhhhh god~ Im scare that im not selected to be in the Course that i really do want. Pffffffft~ Pray Hard! :/ And tmr, going to apply directly to the school and DONE! I have to wait for the result on the 18th Feb `10. Shoot! Okee, drop the topics. Currently mavie marathon alone. So enjoy-sing! Waiting for his msg(still!), but i think he wont be text-ing me. okelaa, done posting!

Tata! :)

2010-01-09T01:06:00.000-08:00

Such a boredom! No school, Suck-ish to the core. Oke, Soon O's result is out. And apisz kept telling me, he's scare! Grrrrr.....hee. :) Soon im going to apply Higher Nitec course. Change my mind. Im decided to apply Early Childhood, no matter what! :) and another 9 more courses, still browsing thru all the Business Courses but i have no idea what to put. Hee. Really hoping so badly that i'll get what i want. Gooooooshhhhhh..... -.-

Later on, going Johor Bahru ; Pandan City. Go munch-munch with my father's side. Hope i enjoy and better be fun. Or else......... -.- Meeting all my cousin :) Maybe survey some slippers there. Confirm cheap punye ler. Hee. Cant wait oi! Oke now im craving for ice-cream! Magnum ice-cream!!!! Nvrm2, tmr i shall buy but at Johor. Haa! Oke laa, Better i get some rest. Dont want to start yawning while having fun!

Tata! :)

2010-01-04T12:22:00.000-08:00

New b/skins, More Rihanna's Song coming up! Cool! Since sec 2 im huge fan of her and still counting... Omgawd! Her songs seriously poweerrrrr! hee :) I loike! *two thumbs up* Currently listening ; Russian Roulette. My top songs for January. (Y) ILOVERIHANNA! :)))))))

Oke, today 1st day of school for sister. (evil laugh) So quiet at home. No fight(talking), No pinch-ing from each other, etc. So quiet. Hee. Shoot! Im scare if i cant get in to Higher Nitec. On the 6th im going to register. Still going to continue that related to my course ; Leisure of Travel Operations. Hope that i can qualify in. Grrrrrrrr...... Oke laa, my stomach is doing concert(hungry) :)

Tata!

2010-01-02T00:41:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

TPB's Chalet was AWESOMEEEEEEEEE :) But the best part, im lost. -.-" I dont know where is the bus interchange until one of the CS mrt people kept looking at me like some kind im lost. Oke aku paisey! Hee. To be honest,i hate to travel alone. Confirm lost. Hahaha! Took bus to Downtown. And i alight at wrong stop which is like far from the chalet. Grrrrr... Reached at Pasir Ris ; Costa Sands Resort at around 11 plus. Aww, i miss hanging out with all of them. All the fun, all the crap, etc. Today i really enjoyed myself. But shoot! i didnt snap any pictures from my fone. Danggg it' Kalo tak, da boleh upload. hee. The food was Great! *thumbs up* Thanks the BBQ-ers! I cant stop eating the fishball. Its so yummy! I dare Shabri to eat Hotdog bcos he dont like it and idk why. Must see his reaction then you laugh like mad person beside him. Haha.

After 4pm, more people start to come. Waa, simply fun laa. Laughter, Wildness, Crazy-ness,etc. Thought of overnight there but too bad. Mom dont let me stay. Boo! Through out the day i spent, seriously syiokkkkkkkk!!!! Talk crap with each other. Gossip with Kidd and Hams. Like they know i know laa eh. Laugh till my stomach can burst! (While "Use Somebody" song play) Having a "band", Ateng lead singer , Shabri guitarist and Kavu drummer. But Kavu was hitting my head with empty bottle. (act as though im his drum set) Kecoh sey! I will never forget the best moments ever with them. :) In the end, i have to go home before 1o. So Hamster asked people who going back home so that i have some accompany home. She's scare im lost AGAIN. Hee. Thanks kak Hams :) Kavu and Shabri, thanks for walking with the group to the Mrt :) End here.

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2009-12-29T12:20:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Feeling so low with my r/s. Gosh! Everything is a sudden change. Just like magic. First, we happy now....BOOM! Come all the shits! I dont even know why things became like this. Am i overreacting? Or just him that he's changing? Yet digging for the answer. Leaving him is NEVER an option to choose. But yet forcing me to do that. So confused of what to do. Grrrr...... At the moment, better dont think too much. Focus much for upcoming tournament. *cheer up,alyn.

Oke currently now browsing through SHF website. Searching for the tournament schedule but.. havent yet shown. (BOO!) What-the-shit! Aiyoyoo. I lost my jersey ler! Loooooong story. Super long.... So no need to know. :) Tmr buying jersey off to somewhere. And Yay! New year is coming. I should be going to TPB's chalet. Hee. Cant wait lor! hee. That's for now!
Toodles. :)

2009-12-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Woots! Currently watching teevee ; S'pore Idol ! Ah uh! Who's the next S'pore idol eh? Woooo,Tough competiton! But im hoping Slyvia. Like DUH-UH! She sungguh lawa doh! Hee. Kay shut up alyn. Today i woke up at 7am SHARP! which is why today rain. Kay (L) haha!

Today went for running with family plus Abg Wan. Soooooo fresh! After that, headed to market buy drinks. :) So crowded! Fuuuuhhh~ Kecoh sey! Had my char kuey(something like tofu with sweetness...) its nice! My favourite! After sooooo long never had one of those. Hee. Went to both Granny's house. Was Gerek! And i get to meet my twin ; ecarr ! :) ohh shit! She's injured her both legs. Soooo badly siaaa. Omgawd! But then i laughed at her! Tak baik kan alyn nie? Hee. Her right shin is the worse! Scar, deep cut totally OUCH! :) Actually she fell when she's skate. I wasnt there to laugh my arse-out. Okay, stop it siaa alyn. Too evil la. Haha.
Oke laa, Nak tngok S'pore Idol!

Tata!

2009-12-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Just came back from Yishun Safra! Bowling super cool! In the morning had trg :) About bowling, Im telling you, its fun! Playing with Primary schools(whose graduate already) *ehem ehem* so the primary school compete among themselves. And im compete with the teachers. My team so awesome! We kept winning :) Because of "someone" kept strike sey! Power la! Haha! Even though i did badly for 1st round. Totally shit playing. Haha! I must admit that i dont even know how to aim darr. BUT! 2nd round much more better :) From 2nd last to the top 2 la. Waa, Seriously enjoyed myself. So loooooooooong never had that kind of fun. After bowling, went makan! Oke, i really do hate vegs! But certain only i eat. Wanna know why i talk about vegs? Oke here the story, i ate lontong for my dinner. Then, Gravy seriously power-to-the-mahhhh but the vegs power-to-the-mehhhh. TONS of it! So i ate everything except for Vegs. YUCKS! After that, went arcade! Super LOL! its was fun! Haha! Released all my tension.(as if i have) The pictures at idk whose camera.

So now browsing to Boston Business School's website. Omgawd! The fees, i cant say anything. So now after alot of meaningful advice, now im talking about upgrading. Totally expensive! Its totally hell no for me. Sigh! Gpa totally slim chances. Idk what to do. I need help. Goooosh! okelaa, sleeping soon!

Tata!

2009-12-22T13:26:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Gosh, seriously i need a new haircut! Fringe like shit-arse! Hair like insertword. Grrrrrrrr.... Yesterday was fun! Parents not at home. Nobody to talk to yesterday. Totally bored. Kill time. Went out to have dinner with Shu2 and yana. We talked alot of topics :) After dinner, me and yana walked to Lot 1 and talked crap all the way. Hot story oi~ Talk about the past. hee. Very funny. How we get injured when u play hockey. Like i have scar at my hip area. I mean, a deep scar. ETC. Haha! Talking crap with her was seriously fun to the max! So yesterday is my talking-crap day! hee.

Today plans
Watching Wizards of Waverly Place The Movie :) I always missed watching it! Last sun, I missed it! And i must say, Justin ; David Henrie is sooooo freakinh hoooooooooooooot!!! oke oke, drop the topic :)
Floorball trg :) Looking forward to it. Ohhyaaa! Me and Fateha gonna wear different from others wearing. So yana, Roxane and farhan, Just wait and see oke ? Lol. Confirm they will laugh :)
Oke la, wanna enjoy myself watching Wizards of Waverly Place The Movie at youtube. Hee.

Tata!

2009-12-18T22:53:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Im bored to the Max! Currently now im at my Granny place :) Sisters and i going stay-over hereeee. Wee, im loving it' But the atmosphere here is so Havoc To The Max oiiiiiii~ vvvvvvv the kecoh. Cos one of my aunt from Kelantan come here to visit my Granny. Plus their 5 children, fuhhhhhh manyak the kecoh. Hee. But the baby is cute! Cute than his..... Jkjk. Today Mom's birthday. But this year no 'Surprise' celebration for her. Wished Mom at 9am bcos yesterday i slept the whole day. From 8pm till 10am plus? Whatever laa lyn. So here we goooo.

Mom, iloveyou vvvvvvvvvvvvvv extremely much! May god bless you and happy as always oke?No sabo for you tonight! Chey fake je. If i sabo her, kena tight slap for sure! hee.

Today had trg. Ohhhyaa, Congrats to my Selenger partner ; Fateha. Chey chey, dpt 3 distinction sey. Not bad not bad. Mine only 2 sia. As for Farhan and Yana, Congrats! Both promoted to Sec 5! Woots! ^^ Oooooomy, im tiredddd. hee. Oke laa, I need to rest.

Tata! :DDDDDDDDD

2009-12-16T06:14:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Pweeff~ Had training. I seriously dont want to talk about the training. Hee. So, Canberra Pri vs Teck Whye Sec, fyi, is floorball. Its a friendly match. Canberra's Girl plus Boys did a vvvvvvvvvvv good job. *thumbs up* After my training had dinner at Macdonald. And the funny part, i asked for 1 mayo but then the person gave like 6? Wth kan? Bahase kan pe boy? hah! Then rushed back home. And today i have to sleep early! GOSH! Not my favourite sey sleeping so early. (Boo laa!) hee. But WAIT! Still need to wait for Abdul Hafiz Bin Omar's msg. So loooooooong sey he finish work. Aiyoyoyooooooo.

Tmr ; Floorball trg. Its in the morning! (takecare ah alyn.) Meet yana and farhan at Yew Tee MRT at 7am! C'mon, i really need to get my butt up at 6.15am the latest :) hee. Im gonna set my alarm for at LEAST 10 TIMES to makesure i wake ASAP! yesssss true true true! Oke laa , while waiting for apisz's msg , i wanna enjoy first! Sims 3 here i comeeeeeeee :))))))))

Tata!

2009-12-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Saturday!

That pictures when on the way to my cousin ; Abg Farhan's house. The weather seriously omgawd! So hot! And some more i wore baju kurung. Standing for like from morning till night?Wth kan? Sweating like pig sey! But others i see they wear so relax. Jeans shirt.....Grrrr! Kay yakon laa kan. First time my father's side wedding. So Must respect -.-

The engagement time ; Went to Kak Aida's place. Shoot! I didnt managed to take any video. And i heard my cousin did a Great Job. Just one time said. Woo. Well done, Cousin :) Hee. When back to Abg Farhan's House to prepare on Sunday event. Wanna see dais? Wait eh. Tha-darrr! :) Okay kan? Hee. Around 10.30pm, Headed back home. Back home sweet homeyy :)

Sunday!

The BIG day! Hee. Believe it or not, I woke up at 8.3oam on Sunday. So (yawn!) Hit off to Abg Farhan House. And everyone was so Kanchong. Aiyoyooo. Had a Great time there. The best part, *jengjengjeng. FOOD! Fuhhhhh~ i ate ALOT! Seriously A-LOT! After that slack through out the day with my Big Sister ; Kak Weeyah. Smalley Sister so good. Help give some goodies to others *thumbs up. hee. Took Alot of pictures. But all at my Big sister cam-myy! Lazy to upload. After the Wedding Over, My feet all soooooo painful like mad! Seriously! Grr. End up wear slipper with Baju Kurung :) Went to my Mom's side. Meet Granny. I miss her alot. Wooo, Her bday coming soon. Christmas Day cum my Granny's bday :) Cant wait. Oke, im done with my loooong post. Hee.

Tata! :)

2009-12-11T11:30:00.000-08:00

Heyho!

OHHH~ My skin is getting darker and darker. Due to the hot weather! Aiyoyoooo. Today totally freaking hot laa. I worried the most. hee. Kecoh pe! And my thighs is killing me. Seriously! I forced myself to continue but scare anything will happen to it in the future. Never know right. Oke i'm still mad at him. Grrrr..... Too bad i cant contact much with him nowadays. His working and i got trg. We hardly meet each other now. So sad la. Just hope can otp with you! *misses.

So tmr my cousin's ; Abg Farhan engagement day! Woo, i bet he's happy,excited and nervous of course. Hee. Have wake up in the morning again (Boooooo!) Help out with the stuff all. No day rest for me on the Saturday and Sunday. And i cant wait for Sunday! Its gonna be a BIG day for Abg Farhan lorr! I wander when my Big sister getting marry eh? She told me and my smalley sister how she wants her wedding to be like. Hee. So fun if her wedding day come true :))))))) kay stop it alyn! Oke i seriously need a haircut. Hate my fringe and also my hairstyle. Need a haircut soon. Anyone want to tag along? hee. Oke laa, Till here then.

Tata!

2009-12-10T21:56:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Sigh! Fed-up? Yes totally! Sigh! Planned to watch movie at 8.3opm.
By right, now i should be whispering to you
"when the movie gonna start?" *anxious*
"i want to see Jacob/Taylor Lautner!"
when the show start,
"Ewww, Why his hair like that?"
Pinch you for sure! "Omgawd! So loving it when his hair short"
Concentrate the movie till it end........BUT!
Everything "like" gonna happen wasnt come true...Haish. Extremely dissapointed and sad because when all we planned and its CANCELLED! Haish. Drop the topic la. *cheer up alyn*

Had floorball training in the morning. My body so lethargic, weak and brain not working that much. (Boo!) After the training went to_________(cannot be mention :) ) Buy jersey. But mostly size 'S'. Dont worry, the 'S' is quite Big. Should be fine for other girls :) Funny thing is that 'S' is big which Roxane is bigger than me but she cant fit that. Hee. But i fit the 'S'? hehe. Im skinny hor. At least something okay? (tap my shoulder) I managed to fit it just nice (--,) Headed home :(((( Everything suck. Seriously :(((((((((( Haish. Oke alyn tired already. Wanna rest.

Tata!

2009-12-10T00:53:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Woo, so difficult to think out new drills of floorball. Yes yes, have to think out of the box. Seriously! ohhmyyyy~But i hope the whole team present tmr laa. (yawn!) i keep yawning. Im sleepy but i cant sleep! Ohh god, my thighs idk what happen but there's a feeling of pain. :(((((((((((((( The pain is like ~~undescribe-able.~~ Ohhya! i miss abuapisz! I am! :) And im looking forward for tmr! Floorball, Think-Choose-Buy Jersey and Movies! Munching Hotdog Bun too! kan apisz? hee. Unfortunately, tmr fateha not tagging along for floorball training :(((( Selenger Partner! Woots ^^ hee. Currently chat with my ITE-mate ; Haiqal. And i miss my ITE-mates! Yes i do. Okelaa, till here kay? Have to wake up at 6.3oam tmr. Ohhhhmyyyyyy~
Good night!

Tata!

2009-12-09T01:05:00.000-08:00

(its like im the girl just too scare to face my problem,
but no matter what, i have to open that door and face it bravely.)

HEYHO!

WOW, time check:12:47 pm.

Omgawd. Till now i cant sleep. Seriously! I know why so does my 4-mates. C'mon, i need to sleep. Eyes,please close and sleep pls! Tmr gonna be hell yeah for me. Aiyoooo. Oke the truth is im scared, worried, mixed feeling, cant decide-able, etc. Its a big, i really meant BIG thing to carry out this duties. Yes honestly im scare and its my first time doing this. No experience. But i have to overcome this fear no matter what. Ohh gawd. (come on lyn. You can do this.) Like what "someone" cannot mention, just try enjoy yourself. Dont think too much of it and dont pressure too much.

So currently browsing old songs. Cos old songs really light up my life :) Yes they do! Like you think its true right? Duh-uh! Haha. Oke then. Till here.
Nak sleep :)))) Good Night!

Tata!

2009-12-08T09:48:00.000-08:00

how i wish i can touch the rainbow. (like real)

HEYHO!

Good morning ! :) So yesterday i had hockey training. My 1st time in my entire life i played right back :DDDDDDDDDDD thought can relax relax but then........actually its a new thing for me to learn new position :))))))) So learn it babeyh ! :)

After training, get to eat my Korean food.

Ohh~ Cuttlefish set! Seriously niceeeeeeeeeeeee! hee.

And today, secondary-mates planned to go bowling.

But sorry, count me out. Pokai oi! aiyoyo!

Maybe next time okay? i promise!

Have fun aye -mates ? Next time plan another outing eh. :)))))

Oke till here. Goodbye!

Tata!

2009-12-06T13:58:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Ohhhh sunday, my favourite day ever!
But my small sister ruined it ( :P )
While waiting for HSM ; Senior Year to start, just do blogging for awhile :)
SO..........
Tired ; Leg , thighs , arm . EVERYWHERE! So tired and pain! Adoyyyyy!
Today maybe going watch movie with my small sister. Was forced by her. Grrr...
Nvrmind nvrmind , she got what she wants. One day will be my turn. HAHAHA! (evil laugh)
Ecarr cuzzy going to tag along to watch. Aww, i miss hanging out with my twin minah-rep. Chey fake je. HAHA! Oke la, till here. Watching HSM ; Senior year.

Tata !

2009-12-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Phewwwf~
This week tight schedule (BOO!) hee.
Hockey and Floorball trg is like a routine in my life now. Cool or what. :D

Today had training this afternoon. Tired oi!
Now my brain seriously not working due to tired-ness. Adoyyymak !
Cannot talk much kay? Short post!
Tmr plan: Looking forward Floorball trg :) But sadly fateha not coming! My nonsense partner!
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((( She injured ler. Nvrm nvrm. Get well soon aye prettyhead ! :)))))
After that meeting boyfee apisz then will be heading to Paragon :) Getting my Pay! Woots! ^^
Happy to the max! Kay dar. I think till here. Takecare people ! :D

Tata !

2009-11-30T23:13:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Currently so -_____________-
Shit-Arse. Project Messed-Up.
Fixingggggggg~ And Fixed!
Im too tired to add on so just be it.
So consider DONE right? Grrrrr...

One whole did my project. The feeling seriously suck to the core. Just submit it asap. By wed the latest. PROJECT SERIOUSLY SUCK! >;\

2009-11-29T16:29:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Yesterday went to training in the morning. Kay speechless! I dont want to say anything. Hee. All i can say my body in pain! Haha. After that, went to Mas's BBQ cum Family B'day Gatherings ! Seriously GEREKKKKKKKKK ! Before the BBQ, raining heavily. I really mean HEAVILY. Reached at Mas House area, lucky it was drizzling. When the rain stops, here the craps start. Cite ye begini...... :DDDDDDDD hee. Had fun with the girls! Snap alooooooooooooot of pictures at Roxane's Cam-myy. Laugh Laugh Laugh ^^ The food was yummy! Bbq Prawns, Chicken, Beef(i think), Fishball, Corn. :) And the Fried Kway Teow fuhhhhhhh~ Spicy like crazy but delicioussssss :) The foods really filled my tank up. (BURP!)
Shoutout to Roxane: Fast fast upload all the pictures at fb!

Present Yesterday: Yana,Fateha,Roxane, Siti,Phy,Yi Qing, Yuenice, Shumin, Jing Yi and the boys. Absent: All the sec 2 plus some of the seniors :((((( Yesterday me and fateha seriously make alot of noise. The most Noisest of all. Nonsense eh kiteorg. Haha! Even small small thing also we can laugh like mad girls. Ohhyaa , Ct and Fateha did some rapping oi ! Cool sak! I dont where to get. Maybe at Ct's blog kot. Pandai pandai carek ye. Did alot of Craps. Headed back home around 9pm. Fuhhhhhhh~ Now my body in Pain! From Shoulder till my legs. All jelly. Hee. Today going to my granny house, Maybe uh. Better Get Ready First. Or else Mom gonna nag at me. Chiaozzzzzz ;) ohyaa , New Moon ; Twilight movie! Im soooo gonna watch it ! :D

Tata :)

2009-11-27T12:10:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

So today gonna meet my both grandma :) i miss them soooooooooooo much y'know. hee. Enjoy my arse-out today! Snap TONS of pictures with my cousins. Yesyes! I LOIKE! :D Have fun to all celebrating!

Tata !

2009-11-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Today is FiZLiN 31 month-sary. Im glad that my bestbud remember it BUT not my boyfee. Hais. Never get to meet him, 1 thing. 2nd thing , didnt wish me. 3rd thing, no "ILY" in the msg ANYMORE! SIGH! Now i really dont want to think that much about us, honestly! I have done what the best i can do to make you happy till today. What my main objective is Hockey. Thats all. Now whenever i need you, (looking left,right) no sign of you. SIGH!

Im too tired to stay on like this.
Im too tired to cry out like mad girl but u dont even notice it.
Im too tired to solve every problem we had but u will always said idk. Sigh!
Im not blaming on you for everything. But yet all ur reaction....., :'( :'( :'( pls apisz, what else you want me to do? Sometimes i dont feel like you need me. Am i? And im sorry for being such a useless,hopeless girlfee of yours. Somehow someday, you will have the feeling of regret that to be with me. Sadly, you dont even remember our anniversary that is today which is our special day! :'( :'( :'( and you dont wish me like the way you do. Why? why all sudden change? Whenever the clock strike midnight, all the sweet text msg you sent me. But now......Sigh! Seriously, its sad to see us changed like as though we are going seperate ways soon. I dont know what to do, seriously! I dont want to lose you but if i have to, im seriously sorry. :'( :'( :'( :'( Haish.

2009-11-24T01:27:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

This morning went to school to submit my attachment result! Still anxious abt it! GOSH! Went running with yana. hee :) ran for 20 mins and yana said from her house till bukit batok ? woohoo ! Baik pah ? Quite okayy actually. Hee :) When running, we still can chatchat. HAHA ! alooooooooooot of hot story oi ! Tomorrow im following -mates for floorball. ohh yess, i really miss floorball now! TOTALLY! hee. Gonna meet my 3 bestbud ! Yana(again!),Roxane and Fateha ! hee. I miss them so they gonna get my hugs soon. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Currently so =___________= im bored! Boyfee asleep. :( I dont know what to doooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Haisyoooo. Cant sleep! Thinking abt "something" haisyoo.

Sometimes things may change but you wont notice it.
Bad to worse? Good or better?
I dont know after seeing you-know-what-i-mean. SIGH!
Like DUH-UH! IM JEALOUS but after you explaining, your reaction towards me is so totally different.
If i say it out to you, we gonna fight.
Its really feels uneasy after you having "fun" GGRRRR!
I dont know why im saying this things out. I dont know why i think too much about it. SIGH! Forget it.
You do whatever you think is right. I dont want to say no more.
Dont want to stress out myself bcos of small matter.
Just have to bear with it. SIGH!

oke la, i no mood to talk too much.

Tata !

2009-11-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYYY !
2nd post ? yeaaaa ! HAHA ! see that camera up there ? Woooooooo , i really want it even though its was like so looooooooooooooong ago . I dont give a damn about it ! Omgawd ! I really want it ! Soon soon for sure . You CAMERA , wait for me to buy you oke ? hee . But wait long long ahhhhhhh~

Im so anxious with my attachment result now ! the result is with me but then its sealed . GOSH ! how how ? I feel want to open it but its like really confidential . Haiyooooooooooooooooo. Better dont for my own good . But its my result what.. Should i ? I dont know ! Kay time check , 1:57am ! Because of the letter i cant sleep ! kanchong spider sey ! hee . Tmr going back to school to submit my report . Maybe im done for this year ? maybeeeeee . okayy ! i cant wait for my birthday ! hee . which is likee err, 2 months? But still cant wait ! haa . Currently now chat with Lyzda and Muhd ! my 2 secondary friends. hee .
Oke , thats all for the Final post today ! hee .

Tata !

2009-11-23T01:41:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Feeling mode: moderate happy/sad.

Now i officially an ex-Metro! Today seriously i had a GREAT time with my colleagues! Had a Great meal. Great friends. customers err, no comment. I know i always complaint about work. HAHA! And also i cried because im so gonna miss my colleagues there(pointing up) Im so NOT going to erase all the memories i had with y'all. So therefore, i really wanna thank ,

Sherrine ; thanks for being a Great manager (ehem!) :DD

Joselyn ; thanks for correct me in every ways can be correct-ed and treat me the Awesome meal just now and the fun that we had. :DDD

Li Ping ; thanks for being my buddy and teach me some details in Metro even though sometimes i blurr.

Jeanie ; thanks for teaching me how to sew. Sewing Life Saver Queen!

Valerie ; my reporter girl . hee . thanks for giving me alot of advice.

Rosalie ; thanks for encouraging me when im no in the mood. is like i really treat you as my Big sister there.

Nadiah ; thanks for being a great friend. Nice knowing you for 2 weeks. (at least something hor!)

Jia en ; thanks for cheering me up and get info of Metro cards right. Or else im dead if you say wrongly. Haha!

Jovin ; Happy birthday gerl and you are such good friend.

Gwen ; My lesbo partner ! haa . Never stop saying "i miss you,lyn" Haha !

Anna ; Will be missed all your talking with me.

Yuan Zhuang ; my girl-next-door to chat with , when im bored ! thanks alot babe ! see ya in clementi soon ! Haa .

Chew Zhe ; my bully partner plus my cheer-up . Thanks manymany ! where's my chicken wing ? (--,)

So after so long, i really do enjoy myself in Metro whether good or bad. Thanks alot peeps!

ILY'ALL manymany! :DDDDDDDD

2009-11-21T01:26:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyy ! :DDDDDDDDDD

Just came back home. Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Today my legs totally gave up doing fullshift. Standing for hours, its totally crazy-shit! But today ladies night was seriously Awesome! Pack with alot of ladies plus 4 hot stuff guys model hor! ohhhhhhhhhhh goshhhhhhh~ Cute pe dorg!

Before 6 pm, the entire shop like nobody in the store but after 6pm, BOOM! woah, i must say! Alooooooooooooooooot oi! But i really enjoyed myself tonight. Hee. Santa-ryna outfit was so nice! Everythings turned out fantastic. Soon gonna be sick, ohh shit. Ohhyaa, all my project for presentation i do myself, just wasting my time. I did wrong format and i have to redo -.- what the shit? GRR ! but im done with my acknowledgement. Thanks for apisz's help! Thanks alot boyfee! Now, im so sleepy. Tmr working morning. (arse!) its okay, tmr my last day ! looking forward to it babeyyyy. Woohoo !

Tata !

ps: Even though someone who i trust the most, can be the fake person. Or not?
Im confused. Maybe its true? Maybe its not?
i trusted you alot but every single things i had with you , its ruin.
Which side should i listen to?

2009-11-18T19:53:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Yesterday went and did school project with Apisz was Awesome ! Even though not that long bcos of his lappy batt flat (-.-) but he really helped me ALOT! hee. Thanks Apisz! and your famous amos, im buying it soon kay? :D

So, today.......................hmm. Getting sore throat soon. *shit-arse! Can feel the pain. Meeting apisz today was cancelled. :( ohhyaaaa ! Rayyan's voice so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee! Shout and shout when talking to apisz yesterday. Haha ! As though he's singing ler . Hehe . Cute gileeeeeee laa tuh baby . Haha ! And tomorrow is Khairi birthday ! So yaa, Happy Advance Bday Handsome Guy ! =DDDDDDDDD

PROJECT SUCK ! REPORT SUCK TO THE CORE !
PRESENTATION SUCK !
Starting to do some of my presentation plus my report. Aww, i miss doing projects with Qal , Jannah and Niko ! aiyoyo ! They seriously my life-saver for all group projects . Now individual project ? haish . AGGRR ! Hate doing projects! RAWR! Continue doing in DETAILED ! Grrrr! That all kay ?

Tata !

2009-11-15T23:45:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Today Quiz Day for me about what i have learn ! -___- Honestly i can remember some of it . Not all . Maybe my grades may be affected too . Haish . I forget that 7o% is from them . So im so gonna be dead ! Pray hard azlin ! Gosh !

Went back straight . Disturb my small Sister ; Nur Sarina ! :) Both of us seriously bored to the core ! Snap some pictures . Really enjoyed taking irritating pictures with her ! DUH-UH ! I repeat , IRRITATING PICTURES ! but i'll never upload for sure okay ? Scare uh ? (evil laugh) Dont worry sis . Haha ! Countdown on Saturday night ! Yes , im looking forward yaww !~ But sad feelings also there uh . Cos i'll miss my seniors all . The laughter we made . The Hard Quiz they test me . Teach me how to do the old method of gift wrapping . Etc ! OHHHHHHHHHHHH ! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( So sad uh . Even though the timing is short , but i seriously had fun plus cherish every moment i had luhh ~

Okayokay ! i think i'll save it on Sat night to post aye kiddo ? Hee . Good night !

Tata ! :)

2009-11-15T02:05:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Today quite okay ! Soon attachment will end . YAYYY ! Guess what ? I didnt know/notice that im working with my boyfee's cousin; Shida . Haha . Shocking dok ! I thought i smile to a stranger. But then in the lift i recalled back . OMG ! was her . Haha ! How selenge i am . Admit it that i am ! hee . :)

During night time , my senior kept saying about next week is my last week working there . Ohhyayaa , i know y'all gonna miss me right ? HAHA ! Aww , all my department -mates i will miss them the most ! 1oo% confirm . End work around 11pm . Totally heck-care . Just go out at 11pm . Seriously i very the tired ! Aiyomak ! Nvrm, few days left . Now currently thinking of new song for my blog . So mendak luhh . And and also blogskin . :) Should i or should i not ? So lecey siaa . How how ? I think i should ! So New Skins Coming Up soon when Off-day ! :) GESH!

Im looking forward on tuesday ! Doing projects . Just hope i can finish my reports on time. The sooner, the better eh . :B Not forgetting , maybe on tuesday meeting Yana and Rox-yyy . Got mission to accomplish . (Chey, step mission je aku nie .) okayylaa . Tomorrow working . Sleep now ! :)

Tata !

2009-11-12T00:26:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Today is Great day for me! Shocking moment when my teacher called me. She said she's at opposite taka. Woots! Get to meet my teacher :) My favourite lecturer. Suddenly she's at town. Where last time she said that she hardly go to town. Haha! The moment i saw her, i hug her. Gosh, i really miss her voice! Seriously! Her scolding. Her lame jokes. Sorry cher, its really lame. But sometimes her lame jokes can be quite funny actually. Haha!
Good comments. (thumbs up)
Now have to pray hard so that i can go higher nitec. S-C-A-R-E! Hope for the best then. Hee. :) December is the Actual result. And crucial result for me and also the rest of TB! Not forgetting, all my buddies from TB! Lyn miss TB alotttttttttt! :D

Currently chatting with my secondary-mates; Sharil and Shahren. Alike right when pronouce it? Sometimes also headache to pronounce their name when both of them is there together. Haha! Ooooooohhhhh~ i miss hanging out with my secondary-mates, Seriously hor! Not sure whether the outing is 100% confirm as some of them not too sure. But hope ALL of them can make it. Really miss all the crapppppppp-ing with y'all! :B

Off to sleep! Night-night!

Tata!

2009-11-11T00:41:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

Guess what? Attachment ending soon! So happy! Not going continue back. Sorry people. Just want to relax first and enjoy myself.

Today working totally oooooooooookay for me. New staff. New day. Tired still there. Just need to hold on. *shit-arse* Omgawd! Im just too excited when after attachment. Have to settle my project yet. Abuapisz going help me about my report. :D There's goes my 2 months. Settle EVERYTHING first then DONE! Coming soon! Yes yes! :B Can continue my hockey!miss it ALOT! havent touch my dearryyyy hockey stick, confirm for sure smell *cover my nose*. But running? ohhhhhhh god. I really need to pray hard. Once a week running is nothing actually. -.- ohhhhhh shit! My job? maybe uh. See first eh. Not sure uh.

Currently watching movies at net. So bored. Btw, to roxane: good luck to you! (you know, i know.) :D Okaylaa, continue watching okay? :)

Tata!

2009-11-07T00:49:00.000-08:00

HEYHO !

Im so in busy-mode now. TOTALLY AND SERIOUSLY! Attachment ending soon. Yayy! Report still havent done yet. What the shit! Heard about Shabri's news.

For shabri: Dont worry. Cheer up. Dont think about it. Just first attempt. And also you didnt dissapoint others. Im sure they dont blame you at all kay? Cheer up! (making sad face like Shabri always do)

No talking much. Good night! :)

Tata!

2009-11-03T22:49:00.000-08:00

Mummy's 3rd kangaroo.

HEYHO !

Firstly, AHHHHHHHHHH! OHH MYY ! Im so gonna watch this movie ; twilight, new moon. YES YES I WANT! NEXT MONTH! Hee.
Okayy, Mix-ed feelinggggggggg now. Uneasy feeling still dont want to go away from my emotional box. OHH GOSH! Ohyaa , smalley sister going for her 1st school camping. 3 days 2 night. 2 times some more. Dont play play hor. HAHA! Aww, so gonna miss calling her, " hey, boncet...",insult her tummy,etc. So Tomorrow no hearing her voice? :((((

For Sarina, do takecare of yourself. I know you gonna miss me, MUCH! yaya, dont make stupid faces to me. Cos i know you will make stupid faces in front of the lappy. -.- Anything if you are scare or whatever, just bace doa kay? IMY! :)

Cant wait for her to come back and complain about the surrounding. Wuuuu, i so wanting to hear it. (evil laugh) Hehe.

Working alone, its suck. Seriously, no one to talk with. I miss ALL my seniors. Need to wait for afternoon shift-stuff then can mingle around. After work, headed back home-yy! I really really have to charge my energy to the fullest! For thursday-sunday have work FULL-SHIFT! waaa, pengsan! Better sleep now. Night-night! ^^

Tata!

2009-11-03T00:23:00.000-08:00

FEELING SO UNEASY;

idk why . D:

2009-11-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

BAMMMMMMMM ! TAYLOR SWIFT babeyh !

HEYHO !

to Susan: im gonna miss you,darling. Even though today your last day and you cannot hug me,STILL , HAHS(!) but no matter what with your crazy-ness with me sure will missed by ME(!) hope to see you soon, anywhere.

So today, mostly at work Me and Yuan..(idk how to spell her name here. Sorry babe. Im suck in typing chinese names. Haha.) did Gift-Wrap "course" with Li ping and Pearlyn. As christmas-day coming uppppp. :)) Didnt entertain much customer today. Step Heck-Care lor. Too concentrate doing Wrapping. HUAHUA! And im scare if they put me under Gift Wrap Service. Hope NOT! Im sooooooooooo hating wraping! Learn how to wrap in a CORRECT way. From smallest to big size of doggy-bag. yes yes its called doggy-bag.So the :/ Aiyoyo. hee. I did once. Turn outtttt....Trust me, mine was super HORRIBLE,UGLIEST of all,seriously. Doing that, its soooooo cool hor. gerekkkk! We did nearly an hour. 6.3o pm - 7.3o pm+++ . After the "course" thingy, went for greeting. The last one.(yawn) Met a new staff ; Farhan. Waa, both of us keep talking NON-STOP. Seriously! Like nobody business. What a small world that he knows a few of my friends. HAHA! Headed home. Off-day tmr! Yayyyyyyy! :) That's about today, kay? -end of post.

Tata!

2009-11-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Metro people Dohhhhh~ :))

HEYHO!

Heyy babeyh (!) wooots (!) Finally just got home. Yeaaaa. Can rest. hee. But now i cant sleep. Let talk about today. One of my senior last day of work. :(( Gonna miss her. All the best kay Susan? Takecare wherever you are, sweety. And also Lisa. She's MIA. But actually i know the reason why. Soooooooo confidential. Hahs(!) Waa, working with my another senior,Rose. Was fun though! Laugh laugh laugh (!) All i can do today. Doing greeting, suddenly Jannah and Qiqi come. Super paisey oi. But same time i miss my best-bud. Seriously(!) hee. Pay-day coming soon(!) Excited hor. Kay da. (yawn!) -end of post kay?

Tata (!)

2009-10-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Yesterday was Awesome(!) I enjoyed myself for 1 day,seriously(!) Had Work-Course in the morning. Just doing deco for Christmas for one whole day. Cool or what. I really do like that kind of work. Rather than standing like stick. =.= After deco, my face full of glitter. Waa, shining hor! Haha! sampai can make "charlie chaplin" moustache. Really enjoyed working with Joelle. She's a Visual Merchandising person. She's damn good hor for decorating stuff and also creative. Gerek okay! Haha. that's the why i had ALOT,ENORMOUS,HUGE fun times with her. Jyeaa(!) Few days back my senior asled me a bonus Q my senior asked, "are going to continue working at Metro after this attachment?" So now my thoughts is like 5o-5o. I think i better not. Cos i got ALOT of things i must do/go. (Chey,fake sak ALOT) Gesh(!)

So today my off-day(!) Yipee(!) Maybe going running with yana BUT one prob, I CANT GO OUT laa. Shoot-man(!) Drop the topic anw. Whole day at home is such a PAIN-IN-THE-ARSE!,im telling you is do damn boringgggggg! Agree anyone who stay at home? -.- Ohhya, finally i gained weight! Yahoo(!)(!) But sadly only 1kg. Hmphf. Its so irritaing that people keep saying im thin(!) No fats all(!) "can i give you some of my fats?" GOSH(!) Trying to gain weight, but i cant. Or else i'll suffer. You-Know-What-I-Mean. If dont know then SHH(!)(!) Kay -end of the post.

Tata!

2009-10-26T12:24:00.000-07:00

HEYHO

Its 3:4o am now. Tktao nk tdo pe aku nie. Aiyoyo! So irritating uh my eyes. Cnt go sleep want. =.=

See that both ladies up there (pointing up) Siti Zawiyah Bte Usenan and Nur Sarina Bte Mohd Noor Seriously they are half of the pillar of my strength. The other is my parents. Hee. ^^ Both of them, i really love them to the fullest. Even if we fight and fight non-stop, they really live up my life. So people out there, trying to mess this ladies, better think twice. They got guts to fight for their right (!) Shut your BIG fat mouth first rather than doing BAD stuff. Ishk ishk ishk. (referring to people who doesn't appreciate what she did for you. :) )

Kay Bye! Sleeping soon :)

2009-10-25T20:25:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Woots~ This week my 5th week at work. 3 weeks more to go. Will countdown for sure. Hehe. Nothing new today. Just see my fb,blog,email..... -.- totally im bored luh! No one to talk with. Aiyo mak! Ohhya oh yaaa! Yesterday i saw Ari tah laaa the name. AGAIN! I forget. But he's the actor of Dia(malay drama) ! Super cute, yknow! Kay da, Bye!

Tata!

2009-10-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Waa, never blog for days. Busy. Hehe. All i can say super hectic hor. I dont know why. I felt that my day is getting busy and busy with my work. Hehe. Im happy to say that attachment ending soon. 3 week plus left ? ya, i think so! Weeeeee~ :D After that im totally free till next year. But hoping that i get a good overall GPA. Hehe. Well today, my legs are super numb! Seriously im telling you laa yahhh~ So hard wanna walk. Like want to cabot work. Anw, I miss my friends. I dont know when can go have fun back with them. Esp teck whye-mates! Seriouslyyyyyyyy :(
Okayylaa , end here.

Tata!

ps: Good luck to all O level people. weee! :)

2009-10-21T21:51:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

What the heck? Just bought new fone which is like 3 weeks with me. Handle it super care and now spoil ? Wth? GRR! Regret of buying it. -.-

Anw, I heard that the West-College Guys team won Champion! Woohoo! And Team 2 Girls won 3rd ! Better than nothing what. Hehe. Congrats for the both team that make West-College proud :D.
Im telling you, my body totally in pain from yesterday till now. Duno how long i can take it. GOSH! -.- Countdown to 1 month 1 day to -end of attachment- cant wait. Weeeeee~

Well, today nothing much but at work i have to attend Security Course thingy. Omgawd! Its totally fun i can say. The girls so-called bully the instructor. Haisyo. We'all totally bored with the speech all. Hehe. After work, back home straight cos i really need a rest. Now i really need a rest. So,

Tata!

2009-10-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Woah (!) My whole body aching nk mampos oi (!) Seriously tired. Today went for Inter-College. Well, just skipped that topic. I dont want to talk abt it anw. Today went for running. Like 20 mins? Mcm *toots* Penat sey (!) Aiyo mak (!) After that, slack with my colleagues (!) Aww, i miss hanging out with them. Weeeeeeee~ Lots to catch-up to do with them. Hehe. And i do miss him alot eh. Laaaamer oi never meet. GRR (!) And also, he's becoming more kaypoh. Starting today. Kaypoh-kia. Haha (!) Had a fun-day to spend time with him. :) Better i rest now. Or else tmr im dead to tired-ness. Hehe.

Tata (!)

Shout-out to Syazwan: Happy Birthday ya (!) May god bless you and success in ur future plannings. :D Takecare :)

2009-10-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Working till 11.10pm today, totally -.- so blank at work. No customer for late-shoppers. What to do la. My job i have to do mah. Hehe. So should be next Thursday im going back early. And yes, im planning soon to do some running. As im so busy with my stupid attachment. GOSH! Taik sey! No time for me to have my own time sey. Haisyo! Bole pengsan luh~ ishk! Tomorrow im going work my arse-out bcos tomorrow have to shift the latest collection back to where it belong. Carry the stand back. Walau wei! Now my body totally tired. Super tired. Just tired of standing. Aiyo! Idk whether i can energy or not. Seriously,i really miss my old life back! Haisyo! Okayyla. Going Knocked-Out Soon Ya!

Tata!

2009-10-14T12:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry, totally busy-mode now. -to be continued. Soon !

2009-10-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

IM SICK OF PEOPLE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME!
IM SICK OF PEOPLE WHO IS TWO-FACES!
IM SICK OF PEOPLE WHO ACTING NICE BUT IN REAL THEY ARE NOT!
IM SICK OF PEOPLE WHO ARE IN NEED AND FIND ME!

fcuk-arse-shit! Im mad! Im angry! Im fed-up! Totally i am! ARGH! Sorry but i have to let it out my problem here. Haish. Im not acting good here. Cos i am who i am. There's nothing for you to point out all my weakness. All this while ive been tolerate your attitude towards me, im done here! Its getting on my nerves. You embarrassed me and you knew i totally hate it! Im sorry that im not good enough for you. Like ______ are better than me. I think you should see what im doing more often as what you have said its aint true. And dont accuse me of doing something that you dont like. I know you well okay! Thats why i dont gave you alot of trouble as i pity you. AGRR!

2009-10-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

Last 2/3 days i havent been blogging, i guess. Busy with my attachment thingy. -.-"
And also my Grandma had been discharged from hospital also. YAY! ^_^
Sooooooooooooo happy punyeee.

Today im bored to death at work. Im so NOT enjoying myself but AGRH!! And tmr they gonna have role-play to test me how i socialize with customers all. -.-" I have to remember the fabric made from where, the sizes, etc. Gosh(!) Its so fast to do and im so NOT ready for it. Had enuff with my ITE role-play. But working place also need uh? Omgawd(!) Honestly, I MISS MY OLD TIME! I seriously do. :( :( And finally tmr will be my last morning shift for the week. Next week will be Afternoon. Im so gonna enjoy myself abit more to wake-up abit late. So mummy, NO wake-up call from you for next week. :) After work, headed to my Grandma's house. Just visit her. Yay! I hope she's getting better as i can joke around with her just now. Aww, its fun though. ^^
Now off to bed. Dont want to be late.

Tata (!) :D

2009-10-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!
Hmmmmm~ today i reached home super early and idk why. But bagussss!! i can rest the Half-day. Nothing happening today. But im so worried about my granny whose in hospital. SIGH!

To Granny: Please get well soon as fast as you can. I know you are strong granny. Now i miss your voice at Ibu's house. I hate to see you laying on the bed with some sharp needles poking in your skin. I cant bear to see you suffer,please be yourself back. Im here will always pray for you to get recover and out from hospital as fast as possible so that i talk to you and joke around with you. I really love you, Grandma Kamisah. :'(

Pay-Day(!) Woohoo(!) 1 week of working, DONE! So left with another 7 more weeks left. Ohhh~ i really cant wait! Then im free :P Can continue back my normal life back. Now im otp with my boyfee whose sometimes there for me if i need someone to talk to. Who my another brainstormer give me ideas to solve my prob. etc. To boyfee: Thank You ManyMany ye(!)

To Hamster: Happy 18th Birthday sweets! Weee~
Okayy! Im done. that's all for today's post.

Tata !

2009-10-06T11:13:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!
Finally my Off-day! WOOHOO! ^^
Maybe get to rest for 1 whole day. Maybe get to Chill out at home. Eat at every hour.
Like do i think that all will happen? Will never. -.-

Tons of house-chores i need to do today. Plus today im Part-Time nurse at home :D take care of Daddy. kesian die. He's sick. So have to take care. Weeeeeeeeee :) So today plan, Daddy and i will fetch Mom from work then straight to NUH to visit my granny. Lagy kesian seyy. :( Not sure of meeting my boyfee. To boyfee: I think other day we try to meet. Got the feeling 100% that i cant meet you :( So sorry!
Okaylaa , alyn nk sambung balik kerja rumah. banyak oiii~

2009-10-05T00:26:00.000-07:00

HEYHO !

HELLO MONDAY [!] , GOODBYE SUNDAY [!]
Im now so exhausted. Off-day only 1 day. So tiring and bored! Curse you, attachment! Agrr! I really cant take it anymore. But 2 months, i'll try my best. -.-

My day was ____________, seriously. I cant imagine how my life can be with NO , NO , NO in my life. GOSH! Currently now im chatting two of my guy geeks. Browsing the outing pictures that i didnt went with my mates. D: ohhhh~ why must be so NO NO for me? okay. Im tired. Working again.
Get Ready For My Nightmare To Start.

Tata(!)

2009-10-04T00:43:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

First of all, I really want to apologise to my dearest friends, my 4Gropius. Gropius sound like fish name sey! But that's what my class named when im secondary 3/4. Mepek kan? I noe. Hehe. Actually i supposed to have off-day yesterday, cos i'll be going out Raya with my friends. But i paitao them. Sorry eh if i didnt go with y'all. Manyak busy nowadays. :) And i think this year i wont be going out for Raya outing. Haisyo. The attachment is ruining my entire life.

Example:

No Hockey Trg for 2 months
No Floorball Trg/Tournament,which means No inter-college games for me.
No Working at Coffee Bean for 2 months.
No Freedom, totally i must say. -.-
Hardly spend time with my family.

SEE what i meant ? No life at all. Totally ruin my life. Gosh~ C'mon 2 months, be fast please. Im bored to death having a life like this. Hehe.

So working finally doing something new. Like im getting there to the point where i can enjoy myself abit. Even though my workplace like ghost town but i can sit and wander around. hehe. 8 hours of standing? HELO? Pnat seyyyyyyy. But then today, the company treat us curry puff -old chang kee(Best curry puff) ^^_ cos i also dont know. Hehe. WOOHOO (!) After work, headed to my Granny's house. Just visit her as I MISS MY NENEK ALOTTTT (!) i do i do (!)(!) :D

Nothing much at my Granny's house until one of Mummy's friend come by to see my Granny. And me, i played with her kids. Walao, Iqmal, his stomach like becoming watermelon. So i asked him, What did he eat until his stomach can be like one HUGE watermelon?". He said, "i dont know. But every hour, its a MUST to eat" Cute pe! I want to gain weight. So irritating tao people keep saying about my body size. Skinny skinny skinny. chey, not cool hor! Now currently chat/gossiping with Raihanah. She ah like sot in the brain.(speaking like makcik kaypoh) Chey (!)(!) hehe.
Okayyla . Gtg . Im So Addicted With Sally Spa Games plus Lontong Time. :P

Tata (!)

2009-10-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

HEYHO !

Browsing through my exam result, want to know something ? i did okayokay . But alhamdullilah, i passed. GPA : 2.815 . Kinda okay. Im proud of myself. Trying my best to pass and i think i deserved this reward. The feeling is so syiookkk ah (!) Cant wait to show it to my parents.

So tomorrow working morning shift. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo -.-" penat oiii (!)(!)
I dont know what to type as my brain not working. Only think to sleep. Hehe. Off to bed now(!)

Tata (!)

2009-10-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

hey. Currently now totally breakdown for me, Teck Whye Hockeyians and Teck Whye Sec people. Actually the seniors girls wanted to visit Amirul. This morning Rai msg me and said he left us. I was totally shocked and my hands was shaky. Haish. I thought you will be totally fine and fight for it but (cry). So went for his funeral.

All i can say to Amirul Hafiq, you're such a very nice guy. Even though both of us aren't close, i always regard you as my friend. And always do. No matter where you are now, all (mentioned) will remember you and pray for you. You may leave us, but never leave our friendship apart. Now left with memories of your smile, when we played friendly match and you ran pass me, the way i saw you riding bicycle,etc. Among the boys team, i never ever heard you complaint whether you are tired or whatever. I really salute you (!) Allah love you more. We have to accept the fact. May you rest in peace and will be happy in another side of the world.

-al-fatihah

WE Will Always Love You And Remember You! , Allahyarham Amirul Hafiq.

2009-09-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

A msg for amirul hafiq .

I heard about the news from my friends and boyfee. My reaction was totally Omgawd (!)
Even though he is a junior to me/team-mates, but still i treat him as my friend and part of my friend. And even though we hardly talk, but we always smile at each other when we bump with each other. So come on amirul, i wanna see your charming smile you had. When i the only girl in the pitch trained with the boys, sometimes i played with you or against you, the mometnt was Great. So pls wake up.
And i know you're a strong guy. Stronger than Superman. Come on, Wake up.
Always stay strong. Always remember that hockey-ians/your other friends will always there and always pray for you aye?
Ya allah , Pls save him in anyways.

RMB MUST STAY STRONG AYE ?

2009-09-30T20:09:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!
Just got back from my work. Hee. Today working was -.- i was working alone. As all my other seniors off/afternoon shift. Imagine new staff handle the place, kecoh kepe(!) aiyo mak. Alot of customer in the morning. SUPER KECOH LIKE HELL, im telling you.
Okay no worries as tomorrow im off(!) yeeeepiieeee . :B Plan to go running. :D

i miss my buddy. (Siti Wan Jannah, Firizqqi, Mohd Haiqal, Nuraniela, Yan, Mak, Annisaah and Shamsul) i really do miss my ITE time. Hang out with those crazy fellows. HAHA(!)(!) As i can say, i really miss them manymany sey. Currently now i otp with my boncet (!) So busy mode now.

Tata (!)

2009-09-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!
pweeet (!) Just now work was okayylaa . I really enjoyed myself but not the "standing" part.
Stand for 8 hours, My both legs totally like jelly cum numb sey (!)
I was hoping to be in Toys dept BUT i got in Ladies clothes dept. Toys as i can see news toys, etc. Like apisz really liked transformer (!) LOL . kay shh (!)(!)
All i can say, Overall the staff and supervisor were so damn friendly and funny . I liked hang out with them . Even though they're older than me . But i still like. woohoo (!)

So tmr, morning shift. Busy mode due to stock-ing. -.- Im so gonna be counting items. SHIT (!) Counting means Mathematics right? I hate it to the core. aiyo mak (!) Math math math .
I really cant sleep well bcos im so anxious. Mati oi(!) So starting fresh, waking up early tmr.
Now im off to sleep. Good Night (!)

Tata! :)

2009-09-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

OMGAWD (!)
Tmr is my 1st day of working at Paragon-Metro.
GOSH (!) Im scare plus some idiotic thoughts im thinking and IM MIXED FEELINGS.
Idk what's my feelings now (!)(!) aisey man~

So now its nearly 12 midnight.I cant sleep bcos of my nervous-ness. ohhh-shit. -.-
I hate this kind of feelings (!) shit-arse.
Nervous, Scare, What-Should-I-Do feeling, etc. GOSH(!)
Get rid of it ! aiyoo . (breath it , breath out .)
Working alone without any member so -.-" , seriously.
Manyak Mendakkk :0

Just now, Went out for Raya outing with my family. Its was fun EXCEPT for the cat part. Totally scary shit laa . Cos i totally freak out and cried . Im scare of cats okay? Not a big deal people cry bcos of the cat ran pass me . hehe . Scary habes . But the outing without my other cousins, SGT -.- . Had a Great time with my both sisters. Took ALOTs of pictures. Hee. Reached home around nearly 11pm. All were so tired, esp my small sister. ishk ishk ishk(!) sampai tertdo. HEHE.
okayylaa, im going to doze off soon .
Tata !

2009-09-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

Happy 29 month-sary to FiZLiN2313 (!)
yeaa ! actually i dont want to talk much as FiZLiN condition its like BAD (!) totally bad.
SIGH(!)(!) like i said,it will never ending. I cant think much of what to post about today. The feeling is totally SHIT-O.

Okayy, Today im going to Yana's open house. BUT(!) mostly the gerls are not coming.
Raaabaak sey. Alot of boys will be attending. aiyo mak! GEE(!)(!)
So i got nothing to say. hee.
Tata (!)(!)

2009-09-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!

see the pictures there ? ohhnoo i miss having FUN TIMES with them(!)(!) Im always the blurr one. -.-" yes yes i know. HAHA.

our nonsense jokes. our memories of victory. and mamymany more laa.

i miss hockey trg/teams(!)(!) / i miss floorball(!)(!) as i cant play any sports for at least 2months due to my attachment. dangg it` unless my off-day.

tmr yana's having open house. YEAA~ cant wait to see them and get back to them(!)(!) HEHE.

today im feeling abit up. burrr~ drop the topic.

today going vivo to shopping for my work stuff with my ITE-mates. WOOHOO!^^ And im starting work on monday in the morning. (i wonder if i can wake up) GEE! at Paragon-Metro lagyy! i liked! kay, actually idk how to go Paragon,seriously sey. Until yesterday Hamster,Shabri,Ateng,Kavu and Zaini told me direction. And now im so confused of where must i alight at. aiyo mak! I only know how to tag along and walk around with mates. I know hows Paragon looks like. But i dont know how to get there. HAHA! Tomorrow FiZLiN2313 big day!

okayyla, i wanna get myself ready.

Tata!